the art of looking the schizophrenic's way

randomness

2011-08-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

threw mouse in the office and storm to the toilet..

yah.. i think i had enough...

for today

crazy deadlines

the three not blood related

2011-08-10T01:04:00.002+08:00

missin the papa i kutip balik and bra-dar from another papa

missin both of them already

next destination

2011-08-04T01:19:00.004+08:00

barely able to breathe in the office, jobs too many?

nop, not a problem for me. its a problem when all due on the same week!

i barely forgotten about my trip until someone in the office reminded me.. omg

*breathe* breathe*breathe*

hopefully i hit the beach this time around, sun.breeze.ocean.

picture shot by host mom in osaka during march

143

2011-03-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

kinda love the date.. its like saying je t'aime but in digital format :D

also realises how dusty the blog has been

sorry for the out to date

life been really busy (well when hasnt there been)

pfft

anyways, will update more when i have the mood :P

so for now, ciaoz~

current addiction

2010-12-19T13:50:00.001+08:00

somehow manage to calm myself down with this song.. superb vocal

Ken Hirai: Boku wa Kimi ni Koi wo suru

everything will be fine..?

2010-12-07T03:14:00.004+08:00

*inhale.. exhale*

its the month again.. pitching month -_-"

after a year passed, i once again onto the boat of handling one whole book myself.. omg. . . nightmare once again. . .

stress mode activated

art director said : i say you can you can!

my sifu in singapore said : ppl trust you dats y let u handle whole thing..

myself : its a battle between 2 now

its time to prove that i am better than YOU!

so for now. . .

p/s: out of random mode i super love takuya kimura now.. OMOR!!!!!! YAAAAAAAH!!! :D something to cheer about before i step into battlefield.. art director asked me to take a good rest for tomoro. . . going to be a tough one

i think i need more friends

2010-11-17T14:29:00.002+08:00

*stretching arms and yawns*

hello world

yes, i love holidays as i get to sleep as long as i like :D

BUT

when i ought to go out for lunch or brunch ppl already eaten theirs..

how ironically funny

packing

2010-11-02T23:50:00.002+08:00

i bet no one love packing

same here

i had to pack to move to downstairs ONLY.. look at the mess that i could create

but it was pretty fast.. this is how i pack..

open up all the drawers.. OK, KEEP, KEEP, KEEP, THROW.. LAZY TO PACK.. THROW.. ooh! space! stuff everything in !!

NEVEEEEEEEEEEER will i ever pack that way.. i have 4 boxes of plastic container, havent count those small little boxes.. its all stacking up outside my new room.. and best part? i want to search for something now which i had no idea which container i had put it

T_T

hello sun

2010-10-08T02:06:00.001+08:00

goin for a fake vacation (40mins away)

bite me b*

need to feel the easy breezy like cover girl's quote :D

see u when i see u again!

eat pray love

2010-09-13T00:20:00.003+08:00

i just notice the abandoned blog.. :P so sorry on this..

i been busy working, shifting house and not to mention being a part time tutor for some of my juniors.. been a crazy month! (its just the starting of the disease)

anyways~

been doing some reading.. and i stumble upon this book, actually a friend of mine had told me about it since months back just that i was too lazy to pick up the habit back.. but now i think i should thank him for this! :P

well i havent finish readin entire book but managed to cover the eat and pray chapter, the chapter on pray really leave a deep mark upon me.... u will get wat i mean when u actually get a grip of this book :)

*click invisible like on this book*

p/s: i will upload my story on my 10days shoot soon.. as soon as i manage to transfer some files over :P

internet is the best stalking tool

2010-08-13T02:16:00.002+08:00

yes, somehow it is and one of my friend said b4 that FB is the best tool to get all the infos you need

i certainly had.. hahaha

sometimes i think i am a stalker.. wait.. not think.. i think i am one! lol

i dunno whether want to laugh or cry now seeing my questions with answer

nonsense

2010-08-08T23:37:00.003+08:00

nothing is easy in life

it wouldnt be call a life without all these shits

but why does it always happen when i want a normal, "pulse-less" life

something new

2010-07-26T22:17:00.005+08:00

this cut is beyond something i expected..

somehow is good? something different..

friend asked : so wat happened this time around?

some1 noticed the reason for the cut, a surprised indeed..

currently addicted to the song by Rihanna feat Eminem : Love The Way You Lie

random 102

2010-07-25T16:33:00.002+08:00

i need a break

a prison break

watever break you could imagine i am having now

the string is too tight now

i need a vacation

short, long watever will do

i miss the time where i see good weather i take out my camera and start snapping

everyday my fingers non stop clicking and typing

thanks to someone, msn is banned officially in office

felt like breaking that person now

story of a girl

2010-07-15T23:43:00.003+08:00

*narrator mode activated*

*please play this song when u r reading this*

wanted to share a story, it all started when little girl went to a trip out of town to meditate in the wood, she met this boy, he was staying nearby that forest.. many things had happened on this girl during the days when she was lost or sometimes when she encounter danger,eventually boy will be there right in time. . .

sometimes boy will offer some food to her but she declined.. and they do not know anything about each other but girl felt secured having him around. . .

but time flies, her times for is up and she have to return to her village, girl finally decided to brave herself to ask boy's name (at least) but on dat day girl waited at the same spot where boy always come but boy didnt come.. girl waited and waited and then went on to the other side of the forest and then came back to the same spot and there still no sign of boy..

girl decided to leave with a heavy heart thinking that the chances of saying her last goodbye to him was as think as paper.. so she left the forest but few days later she had to go to the forest again to get some herbs for his village.. girl went there with a hope of bumping into boy.. but there still no sign of boy.. and girl thought, well there aint any more chances and she was angry at herself for not braving herself when she has the time. . .

when girl turns, she saw the boy. . . this is how the conversation goes :

girl : hey
boy : hey
girl : today is my last day in the woods, i wont return anymore
boy : owh. . . how could u left just like dat?
girl : i went around looking for you
boy : i were in the same spot for few hours
girl : sighs, maybe thats fate?
boy : *silence*
girl : btw, my name is girl :) nice to meet u
boy : my name is boy.. nice to meet u too :)
girl : i guess this is goodbye then.. do take care
boy : *raise his hand with a smile*

this is how the story ended

2010-06-28T01:24:00.001+08:00

a belated surprised that was caught off guard

surprisingly surprised indeed

when i thought only gray was the color mode, your tint of touch just filled up into rainbow

thanks you :)

otanjoubi omedeto (happy birthday)

2010-06-28T01:15:00.004+08:00

thank you all for all the birthday wishes, birthday surprises and birthday arrangement, birthday present and so much more

thank you all again

i am glad to have you all to be around

2010-06-22T00:50:00.002+08:00

i dont think so i can take it anymore

i tot i could but i cant

what's next?

2010-06-05T00:57:00.003+08:00

i have no idea, and do not ask me how do i feel now because i do not wish to think about it..

*taking a deep breath* i do not want to blame or do anything anymore can?

i misses seeing what i used to see in you, i wonder if you are pretending again this time around? i dare not to think.. it is just too far ahead for me to think, maybe this away will finally be the away you wanted?

time to release the rope again

bye

ice kacang puppy love

2010-05-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

first love always been category into puppy's love.. is it so? i never understand why...

after watching this movie, there are some parts that i quite agree, first love comes so fast is just like when one eating ice kacang fast.. ur tongue gets so numb after the first down.. u dun get to taste the real taste of it..

but i dun quite agree on the part where they said love need courage. . .

u done the courage then? there aint anything back in return, sometimes it worsen things.. no?

diff ppl diff view i guess.. i just enjoy my company today :] although its juz a short movie trip but i dunno why i always like hanging out with her.. i will definitely miss her when she is gone

so many ppl leaving in the same time.. i just got myself warm and now its back to basic again :/

life's like this

blessings

2010-05-16T01:28:00.003+08:00

it was a blessed knowing you :) i am sorry that i wasnt been able to attend the first part of the wedding as i myself collapsed into lala land.. lol

anyways, it seems like just yesterday we hanged out in italianese and starbucks chit chatting..

i still cant believe you were married :) i am truly happy for you, i am

when i saw the wedding slides, a sudden rush to my eyes, i felt very happy for you.. finally you found ur mr right right! or rather he found you :)

time really flies.. it seems like last week we took this pic together :)

me back then with my bro and my friend (when i was still thin-ner ) haha :P

friends

2010-05-16T01:12:00.002+08:00

it started off in twitter.. and it ends at twitter as well..

how ironically funny at times..

it was hard to be accepted at first.. up until now i still thinks it was a bad dream and wished i was awaken..

then it strike me, ppl has their rights to walk out of ur life and most of the time its not your choice to be made, the choice remains to them and i figured, cherish the ppl in front of u is the one dat one should be doing..

if they decided to let u go, no point staying.. like my third son's quote,"friends are like a game of tarik tali, if the other side decided to let go of the string, no point of u still holding onto it.. let it go"

i think i changed, dunno whether its good or bad but i think i am... i dun care much whether the both of u blocked me in msn.. i done my part and if you think i didnt, then?

too bad :)

counting down to "puncak"

2010-05-14T23:43:00.001+08:00

its been a month now.. but today is the last of it..

after this will be slightly free.. slight lar.. better than nothing mar

sighs

trying to stay awake in office now

. . . . . . . . . . ..

2010-04-21T00:54:00.002+08:00

its really getting dusty in this blog.. juz noticed there are 14 spammed comment juz within one month?? woah!

anyways.. i am back.. wanted to upload blog many many times back but each time when i wanted to do so, i am in the office.. better to keep the blog aside from work (wouldnt want my boss to read it)

as i was saying, one month.. wat had i done besides busy working? none? hahaha.. probably busy hunting for furniture counts? its juz tiring to select things you wanted when you are on a tight budget.. LOL.. its frustrating!

dats my bro btw

beside dat.. i was also busy being ignored. . . i didnt know such thing dat i done was such a big deal? probably i had shallow mind.. oh wells.. this aint the first time being ignored in life.. the only different is the situation.. probably will juz remained as it is because i think this time around.. i did nothing wrong, even if you think i did, you should had pint point it out rather than you pointing it indirectly :) owh wellz.. people come people go... dats life of a schizo-ching

funny encounter

2010-03-24T01:24:00.002+08:00

its been nearly 5months i m in this company and everytime i took the lift with strangers it never fail to amused me. . . this is how my daily routine goes.. half sleepy mode walkin in the lift with the head lean on the lift.. and everyday different people who is in the lift had a very strange habit? dats how i put it.. lets juz put some example :

the was once when i am in the lift and a guy walked in.. i pressed 3rd floor, he juz look and nodded.. then when the lift almost pass first floor, he quickly press the 1st floor.. has a bit of shocked there
then there was this guy who walked out to 2nd floor with the hand pressing the door close button.. yerp.. i wondered if he missed "Q" wat will happen
then there is this bunch dat look at me as if i m from planet Z or something.. trust me, i wore decent clothes.. tshirt and long pants..
and there is this guy who i swore he literally pour the whole perfumed bottle onto his body coz i almost died of air pollution in the lift
there are also those shit head dat saw me walkin towards the lift and decided to close the lift's door although i used my hand to blocked it.. i swear if i see those bunch's car they will have a little lemon present from me
there were also once i managed to play a joke with the guard.. came to office in wee hour to get something, as i was goin down after settling those stuff, i decided to double check it again just in case but its a bit too late coz i alreay almost reach 1st floor.. so i decided to stay at the side and quickly press 3rd floor again.. when i came down (for good) the gueard juz stood there and asked if it was me who came down.. for some reason i juz decided to say ... NO.. i have no idea.. and we argued saying it wasnt me.. LOL..

and this is wat keep me motivated to work (with a little joke) things been goin pretty un smooth on my side on both life and work.. and sometimes i found myself lost in the wood thinkin the 5 W 1 H question..

who am i
why am i doin this
where am i
wat am i thinking
when is this going to stop
how am i going to continue my lifestyle. . .

it really made me wonder at times where do i stand now

2010-03-13T19:14:00.003+08:00

finally a weekend dat i dun need to work..

sugeii na~ too happy until japanese also keluar.. haha.. anyways.. art director asked us to finish everything the client wants this week coz next week will be even more worse as we have to sign off dat annual report to bursa malaysia.. +_+" oh wellz.. better than nothin mar.. haha

anyways.. my son said my new hair cut look like an auntie from the oldies.. -.-" got meh??

sharing a nice song from janice

speechless

2010-03-10T00:32:00.005+08:00

i got mad with myself somehow.. the kia su mode had activated.. dun get me wrong.. it is good dat he got acknowledge but, why did "the other him" purposely said it in front of me dat his work is better than me and he will be a designer in less than half year??? and my project were taken away from me because of it

i do not want to be invisible plz.. (>.<)

p/s : new haircut were done.. and every1 said least i look like human now.. yah.. good colleague huh?

2010-03-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

goodbye. . . missing u again, u no good son of mine :]

letter to self

2010-02-28T02:45:00.004+08:00

dear mei mei,

how has u been doing? i know things been really bad on your side. but do bare in mind that things will be alrite soon.. very very soon.. sooner than you tot it could be.. :)

i know working been hectic and u seen lesser and lesser of ur family and they been complaining that they barely see you and question what kind of work u been doing.. and althought like meimzy said i shouldnt stayed in there being a labor.. but again, bare in mind this is the life u wanted to experience and also this was the road that you chosen for yourself. . . and remember wat u mentioned to me? u said that u r still young and still has the energy and wish to push urself as much as u wish too. . . and opportunities been open to you in office too as there are so many jobs... so remember to grab and finish the task as good as possible because u can and because u are a designer not a DTP artist.. no matter how nasty remarks u got from ur boss, bare in mind it is the process of learning and do succeed the job to proof they are wrong...

on life issue, sighs.. this would be the most difficult one i guess.. i know u r emotionally not stable after so many things been goin on and so many u had gone through.. but remember wat zhen wei said? it's ppl's mouth.. juz let them say wat they wanted.. and yes i agree that those remarks are rather.. well not rather.. is absolutely nasty but then now u know ur so called someone u could share ur thoughts's punya pattern.. y do u trust ppl so easily? look at u now.. all messed up! thank god there is work dat can heal or rather it is a temporary's camouflage? i dunno.. u should know better than i do.. but all i want to say is i do not wish u to be a workaholic!

and sometimes i really do not know wat you are thinking, u said u wont be bother on those ppl who dun contact u but in the end? u ended up rendering and helping them out with their work and even anggap nothing had happened.. wat is this? ppl didnt even say thank u!

i know sometimes u r rather lonely when u r back home at wee hour but no choice.. dats life, but dun worry u have a bunch of good friends to be there (if there are free to entertain u lar) but nevertheless~ u have them.. although sometimes they keep thinking u r busy and dun tell u stuff (and thought they did) or dun update u until u called them.. it is juz for ur own good.. juz remember that! i know it pisses u off sometimes but then again like zhen wei said before.. their rights and mouth mar.. they want to tell u mar listen lor.. they dun juz ignore lor.. it is time for u to be independent dy.. u cannot be calling ppl up and said u want to dinner or lunch... u need to get a life and ppl has their life also lar.. u think 24hours stand by for u? haha..

anyways~ i think i better stop here.. will write to u again when the time comes again :)

p/s : dun worry about the prediction u got from the temple.. since when u r so religious?! but stay happy and everything will be fine! :)

with love,
self xxx

inspired from sammi cheng

2010-02-23T00:40:00.003+08:00

62 raindrops falling on my palm. . . .

time passes so slow when u want them to fly sometimes. . ..

i wonder when seeing will be saw. . .

i misses wat i used to see. . .

perhaps wat was done subconsciously was wat i wanted in my heart and not wat was judge by the brain. . .

perhaps? who know

sky lantern

2010-02-16T03:38:00.007+08:00

this story begins 2 days back when i saw my friend in his hometown playing with sky lantern aka "hong ming" lantern.. a chinese's traditional lantern.. it was told that once you write your wish onto the lantern and you just light it up so it functions like a hot air balloon and flies up to god.. something like sending your wish to HIM lar..

this is hong ming lantern (sky lantern)

this is normal chinese lantern

so i called up my friend and he told me sold out dy.. so then i called my son and see if he could get any in his hometown (taiping) coz in kl totally ban dy this lantern.. this is how the conversation goes :

me : eh, you know i saw this hong ming lantern in my friend's fb leh.. damn nice lar.. but couldnt get in kl.. you think ur side got?
my son : no wor.. normal lantern got a lot lar.. i buy dat for you lar..
me : i dont want.. i want hong ming lantern!
my son : aiyo.. same lar..
me : normal lantern cannot fly up one
my son : you just throw it up
me : what???!
my son : ya... you write down your wish, then throw it high up dy and i will catch it on the other side and read your wish.. if its not beyond my boundaries then i can help you fulfill geh..
me : *paused, or rather suprised? and then continues* i still want hong ming lantern.. LOL

clocks are ticking, time is running out.. how i wish the day of ur departure wouldnt be so soon. . . i will miss u again.. who will teman me makan dinner at 10pm after 2 days of starving? but i will try to be strong.. and i will learn to be myself and not to fall into the trap again.. like you said, ppl's mouth,, let them be :]

love,

ur emo mama x

simply fate?

2010-02-14T02:22:00.003+08:00

i finally dreamed about "it" but "it" was somehow a bit blurry one.. but i think it is wat i saw.. . . . it is just funny.. and the answer i got from "god" was also a funny story.. i think i can only conclude everything with the word FATE? it kinda freaks me out actually.. heck i am going
to rest and enjoy my cny as much as i can.. so screw it la!

dust

2010-02-06T10:07:00.003+08:00

yes, i am pretty much alive

thank you...

sorry for abandaoning my blog.. the mood swing is there... i m suspecting to have bipolar thou.. haha.. who knows rite?

things pretty much in bad situation..

in life, the one i truested the most said the nastiest thing behind my back.. i need to have plastic surgery even if i slim down coz too much fats will be flapping around.. dats the remark the so called friend of mine said behind my back that i got to know.. funny isnt it at times?

in work, i m working and typing this.. lol.. waiting for my boss in australia to revert comments back to me.. yah well 3 hours different between me and him really makes a different..this entire week is all about rushing and getting things rite so he wont screwed me with his nasty remarks in emails..

sometimes i wonder when will all the grey moments in life will be gone.. all seems to be shattering around.. but i been trying to think of the bright side thou.. my son is back from uk.. and same goes with my daughter in law.. hopefully i can spend as much time as i could with them..

the look of a poor girl waiting 4 email from her boss in office...

2010-01-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

trying to pick up the pieces i left behind..

i was trying to misplace these piece, but somehow it came out again these pieces.. aduis

but, i m bless dat i have a bunch of friends dat help me to pick up these pieces with me :)

i m so sorry dat i had to burden u all

really REALLY am sorry

2010-01-03T01:03:00.003+08:00

stupidity shall remain in 2009

2010 is a brand new year

i will learn to heart myself more now... :)

promise (hopefully la)

the first pic in 2010, like barack obama always said,

CHANGE WE CAN! :P

review of my 2009

2009-12-31T23:21:00.008+08:00

after seeing so many posting in facebook, it make me wonders what i had done or accomplished.. this accomplished word macam very serious.. lol.. so i dun like to use it..

i been thinkin how this post should be. . i mean what should i state for my 2009? hmm.. i dunno.. but i think the only thing i think dat is important for me in this 2009 would be the amount of ppl i met and the ppl whom still there with me no matter how ugly i turned into.. (u dunno i turned into beast at times? :P)

the pictures are not in sequence.. 2010 is juz few mins away.. "no eye see" like the chinese saying :)

fears

2009-12-31T02:01:00.003+08:00

sometimes fear needs to be face.. else it will turned into a goliath within urself..

i need to face it

i have to stop listening too much and running away from it now.. . . .

p/s : on the other hand, friends keep saying how tired i look nowadays.. D: darn lor.. there goes the "after highschool" look dy.. sighs

0.0

2009-12-27T01:06:00.004+08:00

i have no idea what i were thinking juz now.. i almost raised my voice back to my boss..

she started it.. she was like " I DUN UNDERSTAND WAT R U TRYING TO SAY..." and i had to repeat 2-3times.. the same thing.. and in the end i can sense she was frustrated.. heck.. I AM frustrated myself k...

in the end i replied, " u know wat? nvm.. its not important dy"

dats how i ended it.. LOL.. i have no idea where my mind were XD guess i felt very worked up with her way of working... but it was really a close call -_-"

and i worked 14hours today.. wellz... dats not the worse i got when come to think about it.. LOL

sniffing

2009-12-18T02:12:00.003+08:00

finally had some time for myself

aaaaah~

been having sleepless nite with all the work loads..

as for this year, i m not looking forward for xmas... no reason, juz dun like it now.. wait.. mayb its because of dat.. but heck.. who cares now eh

my art director been teaching me a lot of new things in terms of layouts.. really money cant buy thing.. he asked me to train myself to be a perfectionist.. mayb i should mayb..

rite this moment i m juz trying to enjoy my life in every single bit of it by filling up all the free times i have to meet up with new and old ppl :)

trying to heart every moment of it...

supporting world aids day :)

a lie

2009-12-14T00:59:00.002+08:00

there is always a catch behind everything, dats life for sure!

time time timeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. i hated dat word so much now. . . . but heck, wat can i do besides dat.. hahaha...

i cant help at first but laugh, then only the true emotions come by. . . . i think its juz funny how ppl lied at first and promise something dat they cant do dat made me laughed.. if u cant or wont do it, dun friggin promise or said it at the first place bastard!

dats all for now until the 21st, until when i can finally have time for myself

bye for now *activate ~~shopaholic~~ i mean workaholic mode*

confession of a schizo

2009-12-06T22:31:00.003+08:00

things finally cleared with me and dat particular some1...

told particular some1 how i felt upon some matter and it was really nerve breaking for me to say it out.. both of us keep laughing and said damn kan cheong and stuff like dat.. hahaha and not to forget when i wanna blurb it out the phone got cut.. -.-" talk bout timing man..

so yeah, this is the second time i done something crazy like this... its crazy! :P although the result is not positive but i re-gained the beautiful friendship dat i was looking for, i think dats the most important :) waited few weeks for today.. finally! hahaha.. i can sleep now! :P

*claaping hands and raise it* wuhooo!!

p/s : this one has to blame lili, now i am addicted with this act.. haha and i wish u all the best too lili choong :) jia yu!!!

ok?

2009-12-04T22:18:00.003+08:00

"is everything ok with u"

just a simple phrase dat enough to stress me up more than anything with no reason... . .

it is really sweet of them to ask me this but it also eventually became a burden dat i carry.. meaning, they r looking for me and i had to move on or be better juz to fulfill them not myself. . . so i wont disappointments them. . .. get it? coz i realised i am not talkin rite.. lol

i look pale-r and tire-d this entire week.. yeah well stupid mia job still hunts me like nobody's business then i myself is handling a project by myself in office, the bars dat was set was way high.. yah.. i have to do good now -.-"

artwork by albert cerriteno

i wish

2009-12-04T00:25:00.004+08:00

i wish i m in cloud 9, i wish i am like the bunny can? i wish. . . . .

i wish

2009-11-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

i miss the moments :|

decisions

2009-11-25T21:05:00.001+08:00

i decided to delete all my contact list's numbers, no point keeping them as they r juz names

2009-11-24T21:41:00.004+08:00

human's heart are harder to predict. . . and thus the result of grey sky, until i myself didnt realised it dat i was, AM still in grey zone... friends whom u wish to share ur emotions with suddenly juz gone as they had their own thing.. . . .

perhaps i juz hope too much?

yes, i think so.. and i never learn my lesson. . . .

*laughs*

i wonder how long i could hang on to myself. . . when i really wanted to have a talk with some1, they r juz not there.. . . . . .

2009-11-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

i hated the cold treatment i received and gave

i dun think so u realized it either

darn

"dejavu"

2009-11-11T00:28:00.004+08:00

wat i hated and do not wish to happened juz occurred

a sudden coldness is juz shit-ty

i hated it when this happened

human with the habit of avoiding are irritating, and yet i m the one to blame

random office life

2009-11-10T00:04:00.004+08:00

it took me a while to think wat to change for my desktop in office today. . . default imac background sometimes is boring and serious :/

so i figured,

people been saying how much green color or nature's greener-y helps our eyes..

so while i finally done all the changes and things today in office, i decided to go to photolibrary to look for images to set as my background image to this..

least better for the eyes?

tengah tipu sendiri... LOL

i am back bitches!

2009-11-09T00:37:00.002+08:00

but very tired -.-"

a short summary of my nov? i been working 7 days now.. i juz came back from work.. yes u heard me rite... i am pretty exhausted now -.-" nevertheless i am back for good but will be pretty busy with "real" working life now

2009-10-28T02:39:00.004+08:00

a bye (for now)

2009-10-25T23:53:00.003+08:00

i miss my son very much at this point, suddenly felt the society is much more complex than i thought.. . .. . . . maybe is juz how i think? mayb not.. i dunno know.. so much going on dat makes me having some difficulty of breathing. . . at least when u r here, i know i can count on you in everything, i can depend on someone...

i felt very "unbalance" now. . .

mama miss son

2009-10-25T22:38:00.003+08:00

a lie

is still a lie

whether the so called timing is rite or wrong

u had ur chances to fix it

but u choose not too

it makes me think twice now

2009-10-22T01:05:00.002+08:00

is screwed big time.. all i could do is cross my fingers and wait for time for me to fix everything.. gosh!

잘가요 내사랑 (Goodbye, My Love)

2009-10-19T02:36:00.003+08:00

addictive song... currently addicted with it.. darn michael.. i stumble upon this while hooping to his blog.. LOL

the translated lyrics :

*잘가요 내사랑 (Goodbye, My Love)
Composed by 방시혁
Written by 방시혁 / 백찬

Hi, how’ve you been?
I wonder if your cute face is still the same?
It’s a bit late, but I’m writing to see how you are.

You might ask why I’m randomly writing you a letter out of the blue.
Just a message on your personal website would be fine, but the reason I went out of my way to pick up a pen
is that that might not let me convey all that’s on my mind.
I just don’t think there is another way.
It was so agonizing, because I loved you so much.
No matter what I do, it seems like nothing goes my way.
I promise myself that I will not bother you anymore.
No matter how much I wait, it doesn’t seem like you will come.

Goodbye, my love, I’ll let you go now.
I’ll forget all the memories and good times we had together.
I’ll erase them all and even empty my mind of the reasons why I loved you.

One more time, just one more time…
How nice it would be if I could see you just one more time…
I want to just forget about this lingering attachment to you and the tears.

People say, “Out of sight, out of mind…”
but it doesn’t matter to me one bit; it’s all a lie.
As each day passes, I feel sorry for myself as I become more and more of a wreck.
I ask myself every day if we could return to the past.
This situation is heart-wrenching.
No matter how much I shout out, you don’t hear me.
Only at the end of our memories, only when we broke up,
did I let you go from my heart… Goodbye…

I thought I would forget you as time passed.
You find your way back into my heart.
No way, I can’t let you go.

I have to forget you, forget you.
Although I try to forget you, you must be the only one for me.
I’m sorry.

juz love the beautiful song and lyrics.. minus the ugly main actor who died in the end.. lol.. me dun fancy him :P

random 102

2009-10-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

the songs had to stop

i had to make a fullstop in this

its getting out of hand

but

juz a but

promises

2009-10-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

this post dedicate to some1.. (u know i know who, if he is not reading this, u know i know who plz tell him, and i mean u lili)

sweet promises dat was lead to empty promises is something i hated, plz bare dat in mind.. i am small gas small heart watever u call me.. i am.. i never say i am not.. and YOU saying it out loud to me, it juz add in more salt in the wound.. as if wat i asked for was a burden, if it was, plz dun make say yes 4 months ago..

thanks..

i will think twice now when i wanna help anyone, coz every time the conclusion is the same.. work not appreciated.. and the return was a bunch of insults words dat came directly from ur mouth dat eventually u didnt realised it

bye

rant

2009-10-11T16:37:00.001+08:00

i juz got spot checked by my own dad.. coming back at 6am and minding my own business thinking everything will be ok is wrong!!! he woke up and touches my car engine and told my bro my car is still warm.... shiiits.. my dad somehow activated his so called detective mode D:

am i 22 or 12 now???

2009-10-10T20:45:00.004+08:00

conclusion after spending 6 hours in cybercafe : ppl in there really enjoyed themselves.. well i think i know how they could stay up from later nite till morning.. if u r not gaming.. then u cant stay up.. me myself had finally broke my own record.. . . i spent my entire nite playing zuma.. hahaha played a few cg games and i sucked.. so i decided screw it.. hahaha.. Life 4 Dead is not my game at all.. i wanted to puke half way of the game. . . . Speeds of Lights still ok.. (dunno how to spell the name also) hahaha.. i ended up banging my car towards my friend's coz he knows i am losing and somehow he decided to "play" with me.. and banged my car at the end of the race.. =.="

so yah.. 6 hours nonstop.. . . . . +_+"

before i end this post. . . juz wanna say the w.a.r.m.n.e.s.t. juz awesome :)

had a supirse gift from miss vivian from her trip.. milky girl found her "lost" milky boy :) hope to find my lost milky boy asap!

2009-10-10T03:13:00.002+08:00

currently typing this in the cybercafe.. felt like puking now.. CG is juz not my thing.... LOL

first time in cyber.. lol.. cant believe how ppl react when they are gaming.. they r in their world now..

2009-10-07T22:05:00.002+08:00

bye bye shouske, sometimes its juz frustrating dunno why.. . . . . i blame it on the women's hormones (no, its not the day of the month)

juz felt like saying a goodbye to shouske after some incident. . . .

goodbye

2009-10-05T22:11:00.004+08:00

juz funny how fate tends to play a game with u...

heard taylor swift's "you belong to me" in one of the radio station.. as it was singing half way i switched to another station, and the other station was playing the exact same song.. i cant help but smile.. LOL.. susah mahu avoid this song laaaaaa

teaser

2009-10-05T01:16:00.003+08:00

had fun with the instant fujifilm, too bad only had few piece for me to play with. . . :/ these are some pictures from malacca trip (for now) plz excuse me la.. tired mar.. came back dy went out for dinner.. hahaha.. will upload pics as soon as possible!

the guy in yellow shirt is my lecturer

me with old man jau :D

heart this pic the most :]

oops.. this one not from malacca.. took the last piece in feeling cafe juz now..

2009-10-03T08:51:00.001+08:00

had fun last nite :] although nothing happen, juz comfortable with the companionship. . . :]

heading down to malacca later.. updates later!

random nite

2009-10-01T09:55:00.006+08:00

last nite was minding my own business learning the boring tutorial from the cd my junior gave me.. almost slept off most of the time, then mom called she tot which guy in my room (note: the cd is an elderly man demo-ing the tutorial) LOL

anyways.. after dat, took some break and kacau my lecturer.. boy, dat was unexpected. . . . suddenly out of blues and random said let's go out.. had a shocked of my life for a while.. saying either going to genting or pd or even kelantan.. lol.. hesitated for a while but mr look said juz go ahead wor coz mayb my lecturer is depress. . . :/ wat he said was rite geh.. so i juz go ahead..

the moment when i am almost out, (getting ready and all) then simon called, saying he needed a place to crash (3 of them were kicked out from mia at 12am) aduis... so i took them in and i went out.. we end up in changkat bukit bintang... haha.. still ok laaaa... at least i am in kl! haha... then we picked the so called most happening place.. mana tahu.. itu police sapu ppl out.. (operasi GRO kot we tot)

but thanks to this, we had free flow.. lol.. my lecturer wanted to pay i juz look at him.. HELLO, LETS GO.. IGNORE IT! then we continue at tapa's bar.. hahaha.. then head home facing 3 hardworking kids in the room.. and they went back at 6am.. and i woke up at 8.20am. . . .

conclusion ? darn happening nite. . . .

waking up with a slight headache.. and i think i am falling in love with hoegaarden

feelings

2009-09-28T13:29:00.003+08:00

somehow i felt warm inside after the conversation :] somehow after the conversation, my friend thinks there is something in me, thank you for cheering me up using your weird way making me think i am not a loser. . . didnt really hit rock bottom after all (i think)

thank you to you know i know who :) this is why i heart you so much! :]

reason number 2 why i am all warm perhaps coz i am having fever.. LOL

2009-09-27T23:36:00.003+08:00

sometimes when some1 laughed at my ability, somehow it hurts.. i am not pissed with whoever dat is, juz pissed with myself.. feeling useless. . .

what had i learned?

*silent mode*

2009-09-26T01:44:00.005+08:00

sometimes its juz funny how things ough to turn out. . . .

i have no idea wat am i typing

how foolish one can be

i am still waiting for my "shouske"

a short conversation

2009-09-24T01:21:00.004+08:00

how i wish the journey back extended to one or two hours later..

yes i am greedy..

so?

:] juz decreases some stress dat i am goin through, been worrying about the new place these few days.. what had i put myself into, dats the question dat keep ponders in the head now.. oh wellz.. if i dun push myself now when will it be rite? haha, juz follow the flow now :)

when festive season arrives

2009-09-22T00:12:00.006+08:00

somehow raya juz made us go crazy and the girls decide to try out saree dat i bought a year back.. sorry for the bad lighting.. haha... its juz funny

p/s : sorry for the bad lighting due to the lack of software as i juz upgraded my pc, so i am temporarily out of adobe software. . .

do meet this cute little devil, she is 2 this year, :) alysha

2009-09-19T23:23:00.005+08:00

lesson to be learn : when one is loaded with cash.. invest hard disk!!!!! been burning non stop for back up-ing all the files.. sghs...

joke of the day, had a conversation with mr look
me: i dun want get pregnant.. juz now i saw the lecturer so san fu arh having those morning sickness
mr look : hmm.. no wor.. got those small little milky girl cute mar (did the mily girl pose)
me: dun want.. mama said eyes small arh me.. i dun look like her wor she said
mr look: no la.. get a partner dat has bigger eyes

while walkin out from the room, we saw ah boy.. and he juz pointed ah boy's eyes to me.. (he has big eyes) haha.. really joke

2009-09-16T16:05:00.003+08:00

sometimes i felt such way. . . .

but somehow,

some1 broke the "spell of the day"

observing

2009-09-14T01:14:00.003+08:00

psst.. tell u something can?

i have a "bad habit"

i love observing ppl :P

but there is some1 dat i think i wont be able to know wat he wants or intend to do

which is bad.. . . does this means i am not observant enough? :/

milky milky

2009-09-10T00:01:00.003+08:00

they all said i look the illustrated milky brand from japan =3=

see the resemblance?

had fun in chillis just now :)

p/s : will miss them so much :/

greed

2009-09-09T02:57:00.005+08:00

greed, everyone is.. no matter how much u wish to deny this fact, u r greedy. . .

money, love, attention etc etc.. all this are greed..

the moment u have the question : "how about me?" then u r in this category.. or the normal "how i wish to be like him/her"

nevertheless i too are greedy person, i greed for

knowledge

inspiration

education

i greed for you to realised i am here standing next to u waiting for u. . .

"falling in love with the wrong type of person" quoted from yasmin ahmad during her interview on CHOCOLATE. . . ( i juz love her work, it gives out such strong msg and inspiration)

my life has always been an essay without comma and fullstop.. when will i finally encounter a fullstop.. i wish to stop all these nonsense sometimes. . . my lecturer said life is like a ride on roller coaster.. with ups and down.. i asked, when will this ride end? will it only end when i am dead on the seat? hahaha

dun worry.. juz randoms thinking.. and b4 i end this post..

hi, i am Lim Boon Ching, Jessie... i am juz an ordinary girl looking for something and perhaps some1 special juz like u, i am juz like u i am not an alien.. :]

somehow somewhere

2009-09-08T23:22:00.004+08:00

comma,

every1 needs it

i almost had mine

u had urs?

location : sepang gold coast

goodbye

2009-09-07T21:08:00.004+08:00

"you" left so sudden, i didnt even prepare for it

perhaps its fate

"you" been with me during the ups and downs

will miss "you"

bye crystal

p/s : this pic taken during a smelly taufu session

2009-09-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

juz let go of my "dream"

i chose challenge over a dream

i need to have full turbo now, dream will be mine soon!

wait 4 me!!

exposure, learning and hopefully ~~enjoying?~~ not

p/s: confused mind and heart now.. sorry for being greedy

movie

2009-08-26T22:46:00.002+08:00

sometimes i juz love movie dat made me think

i personally love UP

real touching movie..

i wish to be able to find some1 like carl. . . :) and be like ellie and carl's relationship

growing strong towards the end

p/s : i am confused now, s.o.s.

ponders 101

2009-08-22T08:47:00.001+08:00

decision time!

something which i hate

for the interested or money? for the money or the free time?

ponders~

2009-08-20T01:01:00.004+08:00

something incredible happened few days back..

received a sms from an old friend, its juz funny.. for sec i tot the friend has already forgotten my existent.. but the sms really was a shocking one.. this time, the feeling was rather, pleasant? perhaps. . . dunno how to describe it.. no longer angry nor happy.. sweet, sour, bitter, everything also dun have. . . juz a little smile after receive it.. it was a very long ago punya waited msg until i had eventualy forgotten the friend's existent.. haha, kinda felt bad about it

probably now i can sing the song *move along, move along*

special thanks to ah boy for throwing a big rock onto my head dat time, if it wasnt for his words, i think i am still as stubborn as a bull.. but nevertheless boy, thanks :)

and for the first time i was truthful with my heart, and told ah boy everything (no i am not confronting him) hahaha.. get the picture rite, there aint any attraction going on. . . juz shared something with ah boy although i told him i know the ending.. hahah :P

p/s : the awaited call had called, but now i am confused thanks to my son.. aiii.. but then again, no high hopes yet! we will c! :)

2009-08-17T20:24:00.001+08:00

juz frustrated

y havent u call me???????????

omg!!!!!!!!

i cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!

>______________<

i am giving up dy

updates

2009-08-13T23:00:00.004+08:00

dun u juz hate the feeling of anticipating and waiting?? omg. . . nights and days have passed. . . PLEASE CALL ME SOOOOOOOOOON

on a happier mode, my group got selected for the piala seri endon!! YESH! now juz have to prepare for second round.. at first thinking we r out from first round, so i start telling my groupmates, then ah boy checked on9 said our names are in.. hahah.. but this year a lot of ppl joining.. goin to be a tough 1 :/

+_____+

2009-08-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

never in my lifetime i felt this exhausted b4.. omg.. doin 1 poster with chinese words in it REALLY is tiring!!! this is my ~~first~~ second time using chinese words in my design, the first was easy coz its set dy by myself.. this is hard coz i didnt know what is what!! i had to ask my lecturer about it.. and the amount of text was OMG.. i had to reduce some chinese words as i think its stupid to REALLY direct translate it..

its not those poster u go .. WOW, but i quite like it.. but i can sense it will be ruin 2moro when the person in charge sees it.. :/ oh wellz~

uncertain

2009-08-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

suddenly there are so many things opening up. ..

i am a greedy person

i want all can?

india

japan

kuala lumpur

but deep down, i wanted something others dun understand. . . when will they actually will acknowledge my thinking?

its juz so many things goin on now.. its like a puppeteer's play

p/s : juz wish dat i own a printing money machine.. . can? haha

2009-08-08T01:23:00.002+08:00

wat u want me to do?

u said "some1" said i am not up to date my work? ok, watever!

whole day didnt go on9, didnt have my lunch and all i gain today was a bunch of hurtfuls words from you bitch, STOP BEING A BITCH U BITCH

u talkin branding anf layouts with me? YOU?? even a sem 2 has better sense than you!!!

the level juz shoots up juz now in college,

but lecturer E said, " when u r out of college, juz forget about it, total stupid to be angry after work"

p/s: feelings outing juz made me more relaxed, with awesome vocals

2009-08-06T19:57:00.007+08:00

when u think u r in a shit hole

somehow, somwhere, a tiny light seems to beem from far away

it wasnt dat bad after all

*crossing all her fingers :P

anticipation, something dat wasnt done long long time

p/s : ~~burning the house down~~.. i mean, burning the midnite oil

rant

2009-08-05T20:15:00.003+08:00

i

juz

hate

the

job

rite

now

i

want

to

quite

i want to study can? i WANT TO STUDY

eye candy

2009-08-03T22:28:00.005+08:00

so there we were (me, lili and li fong) paying E3 wangsa maju a trip, juz itchy wanna ask about the prices and then move our asses to feelings cafe..

and then we saw something, a total eye candy moving foward to us, let me tell u this, the 3 of us has the total opposite of attraction to guys.. most of the time we couldnt agree with each other but this time.. omg!

we juz kept quiet (juz syok sendiri inside without telling each other) so i was asking him how can my hair be done.. this is how the conversation was done

me : i wanna change my hairstyle, no rebonding plz.. i dun mind u shorten it, so long no rebonding
him : oh ok
me : i felt like perming
him : i tot ur hair is permed already?
me : o.o huh? err.. its natural curls
him : huh?! it looks like its permed!

*silence* (but my innner heart, syok to the max coz each time i went to a salon, they will critic my hair like its the end of the world)

and then, he walked off to counter to get something.. and then it happened.. when he was walkin back towards us, he touched my hair without warning.. OH MY GOD, i was like speechless!!!

*drools*

then we said our goodbyes to mr hairstylist, the moment we walked out.. the 3 of us was saying the same thing... TOTAL EYE CANDY!

currently : in cloud 9, although i forgot how he looks like, but i still have the being touched sensation.. OH MY GODDDDDD

he totally made my day and had a blast in feelings.. vocals was awesome tonight :)

love

2009-08-03T00:52:00.005+08:00

some say love is greed

love is painful

love is sinful

love is lost

but i think love is sharing, sharing our true feelings and thoughts, what the point of getting into a relationship when u cant share or u dunno wat the other person thinking? juz because u want a companion or u still have the butterflies in your stomach or even becoz u been with together for a time dats y u r in a relationship..

then its greed, not love

love is not found through searching like said b4, its always there.. its ur choice to choose whether u want to get blinded with it and not acknowledging it, but i know a boy dat knows it and he chooses to get blinded with a zillion of excuses..

ah boy ah, *sapu off the haze* come out from the thick haze lor :)

coz rainbow will appear, let a person whom appreciates u take care of u.. :) stop being the apple for display, and not being appreciated, be an apple whom ppl like seeing you :)

roller coaster

2009-08-02T15:02:00.003+08:00

had a conversation with ah boy, its like roller coaster... he puts me high up and then squash me into pieces. . . .

-________- dunno wat to say, wanna be happy or sad.. ponders..

quote

2009-07-29T23:00:00.001+08:00

love is not found through searching

it's always there

- quoted from kami no shizuku -

joke of the day

2009-07-29T22:50:00.004+08:00

after sending the form up, me and boy went to dinner with another boy in college.. i realised i was left only rm 1.00

so there i was drinking my hot chinese tea dat cost rm 0.40, a chinese beggar came to our table

yap, beg la apa lagi.. but this auntie darn powderful.. she moved my hand to create my attention and kneeled down to beg me to give her money

so i juz looked at her and looked away (continue ignore her) but boy's gf cant stand it and gave her rm1.00 to shuu her off..

after dat, it stucked me

me : eh, i should have took out my wallet juz now lor
boy: ooh, yah hor.. u r left rm 0.50 hor
me : no rm 0.60 la! i should took out and show her then can see butterflies come out also la
boy : i juz realised auntie beggar richer than u leh, she should give u some instead u give her lor..
me : ya hor, should have begged back! then kneeled down as well.. hahaha

another boy juz shook his head and pretend never hear the conversation from both of us.. :P

conversation

2009-07-27T22:44:00.006+08:00

had this little conversation with a boy in college..

me : U C!! THE GF AND HIM SO CONTRAST RITE?! THE GF CUTE HOR? AND HE.. HAHAHA
boy : OK LA, I SEEN MUCH WORSE WHERE THOSE GUY SO UGLY UNTIL THE DIGEST SYSTEM JUICE ALSO COME OUT. . .
me : OOH, THE BEAUTY AND THE BEAST TERM U MEAN
boy : YAYA

*somehow the conversation evolved*

boy : SHE (referring to his crush) CUTE HOR?
me : YEARP.. SO U R SAYING U R THE BEAST NOW? HAHAHA
boy : IF SHE IS REALLY MY GF, I DUN MIND BEING THE UGLIEST BEAST..
me : *melted silently

cute boy indeed :)

tribute

2009-07-26T20:48:00.003+08:00

i still cant believe this, the one and only local director dat i looked up to had passed away last nite..

omg..

i am still in shocked mode..

i always got excited when i know she had new ads or movie, it always touches my heart when i see her stuff..

really an inspiration to me, a person whom potrays and says the exact malaysian's dialect..

may u rest in peace, and i will miss u dearly.. thank u for all the inspirational talks, ads and movies...

..................................

2009-07-20T22:25:00.006+08:00

sometimes

it just

i dunno

speechless?

today, a junior said it to my face, ur writing and thinking more powderful than ur drawings, so juz write, dun draw k. . . for a sec, it aches my heart. . . another dude lagi la..

amateur ecCentric schizo-ching didnt says:
can i choose not to be so good in english
amateur ecCentric schizo-ching didnt says:
and then good in drawing
dude says:
no
dude says:
u r too old to choose

*ouchs

didnt know turning into 22 is DAT old until now >_____________<

pattern never change

2009-07-13T20:04:00.001+08:00

after almost 4-5 years missing, my auntie came back and the first word dat come out from her mouth after all these years was. . .

"you gain weight la"

dats the exact line she said to me when she saw me last time when she came back from japan. . .

i had the urge of taking a mirror and juz reflect on her daughther juz now when she said those words to me. . . LOL

untitle

2009-07-13T00:36:00.008+08:00

its weird, i dunno wat should i type in this box.. omg, wat had happened to me?! is there nothing to blog about beside being emo entry?? *slap self*

anyways

in a random thoughts, if dat day i had stand on my rights and drove instead walking across the street to pizza hut, i dun think i had this problem now. . . my lecturer still denying this fact and said it was my fault for wearing flip-flops.. shits

it all started when we were walkin back from pizza hut to mia.. my toe nail slipped on the drain's cover and had cost the losing of the nail!!! D: i wanted to keep it, didnt want to take it out, but doctor and nurse keep saying its advisable to take it off.. sighs... and then there i was in the room by myself with dat decision.. . . . so yah, i made the decision of takin it off, had 2 and half needle into the toe before they proceed.. i still feel the pain now (coz i juz change the dressing, it hurts even more!) to look on the bright side, i was the teng teng queen in mia dat day when i injured my toe. . . practically jumping with one leg up around mia

sighs

2-3months no nice shoe for me to wear. . . . and dat had made me depress coz it was my destiny to by dat nice palm shoe in pull and bear dat day, but sharon said i wouldnt be able to wear it until a looong looooooooooooong time.. so no point buying it.. sighs, but it was my first time trying on a shoe with my actual size and it look nice!!!

so i told her can i go out wearing like this?

the agony!!!!!

i decided to have some eye candy for myself, so i went and watch 17 again with sharon to have a laugh and didnt expect it turn out to be so nice, i mean i tot its juz those normal movie but i guess i was wrong..

2009-07-07T01:05:00.002+08:00

it hurts so much when u got to know something about dat some1 by urself.. darn urself for being so observant.. . darn urself for being so jobless stalkin ppl!

current mood : moodless but have to continue reading 30 over pages of research

senarios

2009-07-06T20:11:00.003+08:00

senario A

it all started with passing the dvd to lili house..
*car parked in front of gate, the door was open*

me : eh, u can see any brown dog???
zee onn : no arh.. black 1 lor..
me : owh, i think the dog sleeping, ok.. try to get down fast and lock the gate, this way can prevent the fella come out..

*close car door, and nightmare started*
the dog was standing RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE GATE

me : shiiiiit
zee onn : *window down* eh dun move
me : siao ah move!!
zee onn and lik hai was laughing in the car =.=

the dog sniffed and barked, and did the same thing again for 2-3times.. the last time he did dat, i kena bitten.. T.T i called the house phone, finally some1 pick up and saved my life

senario B

*watching hong ki drama*
auntie : eh, mei arh workin there got guys not? i see u very happening goin out, no guys meh
me : . . . . .. . . . . . . all kids wor
auntie : hah?? sure not.. sure got guys 1 geh
me : nooo oooOoooooooO

last week, my uncle asked me the same thing, but his 1 was, " 22 DY WOR, NO BF MEH"

may i declare myself, I AM SINGLE AND DESPERATELY AVAILABLE.. hahahaha :P juz living the single life to the fullest la ha :)

for now, i have my hughiie enough la :P

the art of looking the schizophrenic's way

randomness

the three not blood related

next destination

143

current addiction

everything will be fine..?

i think i need more friends

packing

hello sun

eat pray love

internet is the best stalking tool

nonsense

something new

random 102

story of a girl

otanjoubi omedeto (happy birthday)

what's next?

ice kacang puppy love

blessings

friends

counting down to "puncak"

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funny encounter

speechless

letter to self

sky lantern

simply fate?

dust

review of my 2009

fears

0.0

*sniffing*

a lie

confession of a schizo

ok?

i wish

i wish

decisions

"dejavu"

random office life

i am back bitches!

잘가요 내사랑 (Goodbye, My Love)

random 102

promises

rant

teaser

random nite

feelings

a short conversation

when festive season arrives

observing

milky milky

greed

somehow somewhere

goodbye

movie

ponders 101

updates

+_____+

uncertain

rant

eye candy

love

roller coaster

quote

joke of the day

conversation

tribute

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pattern never change

untitle

senarios

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